My own undoing...

Yoshino Kyoshi

2005-04-03T14:21:36Z

Mamo-chan will not shut up about his new dorm mate. I'm beginning to get worried for him. What if his new friend hurts him in someway? Maybe I should ask Remus-kun to find out for me? But I don't want to have to ask him, I guess I could find out about him myself but I have too much on my hands right now. I just worry Mamo-chan is going to get mixed up in things that are too dangerous for him.

Masks ~Private~

2005-03-06T21:28:21Z

PRIVATE

My new room mate…is strange. It’s like he’s two people, only he’s one. He confuses me and it hurts my head sometimes trying to figure out just how many layers he has. He is not the simple glitter-ditzy person he makes everyone believe he is. I know, I’ve seen behind masks before, been tricked by them. He was one such person.
I can’t live in the same room as this boy, I can’t. It hurts, kami-sama it hurts. I don’t know how to deal with it. How can I? I don’t know…
Sometimes I wish I had wings, so I can fly away on them, away from the pain and misery that seem to have attached themselves to me. But then I think of how stupid an idea that is. Like something the baka would have come up with. I can’t deal with it! I can’t.
Why didn’t I do Art like okaasan insisted? Then I could have been Mamo-chan’s roommate, safe with someone I know. With someone who wouldn’t hurt me. Then again, everyone hurts you ne? You cant’ get out of it. I just…don’t want to hurt so much anymore. Onegai, no more. Please.

koutas_voice @ 2005-03-06T11:48:00

2005-03-06T11:52:01Z

Stole a few tests from the baka. At least he's good for somethings.

You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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But of course these tests mean nothing, just a waste of time.

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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Don't get any ideas, baka.

In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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Get a life asshole.

Hecate

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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This test doesn't know me very well, ne?