My own undoing... - March 6th, 2005

Current Music:	X-Japan- Tears
Time:	11:48 am
Current Mood:	blank

Stole a few tests from the baka. At least he's good for somethings.

You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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But of course these tests mean nothing, just a waste of time.

( More rubbish )

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Current Music:	X-Japan- Tears
Subject:	Masks ~Private~
Time:	09:13 pm
Current Mood:	crushed

PRIVATE

My new room mate…is strange. It’s like he’s two people, only he’s one. He confuses me and it hurts my head sometimes trying to figure out just how many layers he has. He is not the simple glitter-ditzy person he makes everyone believe he is. I know, I’ve seen behind masks before, been tricked by them. He was one such person.
I can’t live in the same room as this boy, I can’t. It hurts, kami-sama it hurts. I don’t know how to deal with it. How can I? I don’t know…
Sometimes I wish I had wings, so I can fly away on them, away from the pain and misery that seem to have attached themselves to me. But then I think of how stupid an idea that is. Like something the baka would have come up with. I can’t deal with it! I can’t.
Why didn’t I do Art like okaasan insisted? Then I could have been Mamo-chan’s roommate, safe with someone I know. With someone who wouldn’t hurt me. Then again, everyone hurts you ne? You cant’ get out of it. I just…don’t want to hurt so much anymore. Onegai, no more. Please.

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March 6th, 2005

March 6th, 2005

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